Publications

  • "'This is who I am,' I thought. ... It was one of the happiest moments of my life."

    Of all the people I thought I might grow up to be, a lesbian wasn’t one of them. I never fantasized about women or imagined loving them. I didn’t have crushes on women or crave their attention.

  •  Alone, But Not Lonely: A Reading List on Being Single

    Alone, But Not Lonely: A Reading List on Being Single

    For most of my adult life, I have been, in the words of Beyoncé, a single lady. I met my current partner in 2021. My previous relationship ended in 2009. For the intervening 12 years, I was single.

  • It’s time to talk about the dangers of January’s diet culture

    It’s time to talk about the dangers of January’s diet culture

    When I hit puberty, I stopped eating. My body was changing. The place I’d called home for more than a decade started to become rounder and more womanly. I hated it. All I wanted to do was hide.

  • Buon Appetito: A Reading List on Italian Food

    Buon Appetito: A Reading List on Italian Food

    Six stories to challenge your assumptions about one of the world’s most iconic cuisines

  • 'Why are we an afterthought?' — LGBT+ couples left out of State-funded fertility treatment online The State's long-awaited scheme to fund fertility treatment is finally in place, but it leaves same-sex couples out in the cold, say campaigners

    Meet the LGBT+ couples left out of State-funded fertility treatment

    The State's long-awaited scheme to fund fertility treatment is finally in place, but it leaves same-sex couples out in the cold, say campaigners.

  • State-funded fertility treatment should not discriminate against queer couples

    State-funded fertility treatment should not discriminate against queer couples

    The Government’s first step toward making fertility treatment more accessible shouldn’t be to exclude people in gay relationships.

  • Should I have a child?

    The decision whether or not to have a child is one of the most consequential choices most people make. As I edge past my mid-thirties, it’s a question that has dominated my thinking. When faced with a dilemma I can’t solve, my usual strategy is to read.

  • When you joke about sexual violence, know one thing – survivors are listening

    Reading Ciara Mangan’s powerful testimony about the workplace harassment she endured after being raped was eerily familiar to me. I have lost count of the number of times I’ve been in offices where people say appalling things about survivors of sexual violence.

  • While Irish people voted overwhelmingly in support of marriage equality, we still have a long way to go

    While Irish people voted overwhelmingly in support of marriage equality, we still have a long way to go

    June is Pride Month. For the queer community, it’s a time of celebration, visibility and protest.

  • My mother died in a car accident. If you knew what I know, you wouldn’t dream of having your phone in your hand while at the wheel

    My mother died in a car accident. If you knew what I know, you wouldn’t dream of having your phone in your hand while at the wheel

    As the number of fatalities on Irish roads hits a 10-year high, one woman reflects on her mother’s death.

  • RTÉ Radio 1 interview

    I spoke with Claire Byrne about road safety and my mother’s death.

  • Scoop magazine

    God I'm glad I fell in love with an Italian

    “Gathering over food is the cornerstone of our relationship. I never feel closer to her than when I sit opposite her at our tiny fold out table and say “Amore mio, how was your day?”

  • Shamrocks Not Required: A Reading List on Modern Ireland

    Shamrocks Not Required: A Reading List on Modern Ireland

    Eight stories to complicate your clichéd idea of Ireland.

  • A Queer Ecology Reading List

    Nature Isn’t Called ‘the Wild’ for Nothing: A Queer Ecology Reading List

    Six stories to change the way you think about nature.

  • How this candid memoir sheds light on the hidden reality of queer domestic violence

    How this candid memoir sheds light on the hidden reality of queer domestic violence

    Clare Egan applauds In The Dream House by Carmen Maria Machado and how it started an important conversation about queer domestic violence.

  • A year on from the loss of Ashling Murphy, has anything changed?

    A year on from the loss of Ashling Murphy, has anything changed?

    On the anniversary of the death of Ashling Murphy, writer Clare Egan says if we really want to end male violence, we must listen to survivors.

  • How this poetic queer coming-of-age novel evocatively explores masculinity and trauma

    How this poetic queer coming-of-age novel evocatively explores masculinity and trauma

    One of my favourite sub-genres of queer literature is novels or memoirs written by poets. These books combine a poet’s masterful command of language with a narrative that extends beyond the bounds of poetry’s tight form.

  • The Haunted Hot Water Bottle

    Every evening, my mother set a big silver kettle on the range to warm. With it, she filled a hot water bottle for each child’s bed.

  • Are Irish streets safe for LGBTQ+ people?

    Are Irish streets safe for LGBTQ+ people?

    “It's easy to believe that we are a modern, progressive society. It's easy to believe but it's not true.”

  • Alcohol and driving don't mix - full stop

    Alcohol and driving don't mix - full stop

    Alcohol is a drug. Dress it up how you will, it is still a mood-altering, cell-killing, depressive, addictive drug.

  • The best thing I got from my master's was the chance to leave Ireland

    The best thing I got from my master's was the chance to leave Ireland

    I am one of the many thousands of students to pull up to an Irish university, deposit their money and walk away with what is – essentially – an empty qualification.

  • Rough justice: In prison in one of the poorest places on earth

    Rough justice: In prison in one of the poorest places on earth

    As part of the Simon Cumbers Media Fund, Clare Egan travels to visit Malawi’s prisons.